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27^th May 2010

Here it begins and today.

You might be asking ‘here’ means where, right?

This is the terrace of SUT, above the anatomy department and the previous boys hostel which is currently the ‘ward-without-patients’.Ofcourse no one’s around, am alone, with the strong wind blowing on my face, I love the wind and my face facing the spectacular vision of everything behind SUT, rain clouds tired after giving out a rain, yet not ready to dissipate. The crackling noise from the cracked sheets of the roof dancing in the wind and the wind are the only things I can hear. A really feel good place. Windy even during the hottest days. (One advantage of having your college above a hill in an “alukeraamoolaa”).

The only thing lacking is a chair. So I have to stand up to write this.Yes, I have to stand up to write this. Afterall we have to stand for and stand up for many things in our life.

You got the answer for ‘where?’.Now the question obviously would be what is this ‘it’ that begins today here?

‘It’ is a glimpse of the most cherished days of my life. ‘It’ is about the life of a repeater. What he felt, wat he went thru etc etc and wat not!!!!

.”Entrance thozhilaalikal” ennu ellarum visheshipikunna nammade fraternitykullil undaayirunna aa cheriya santhoshangal ,cheriya cheriya presnangal,Vishamangal,tensions,vishayangal,kettukathakal,above all, the caring friends …Ellathirunna enthelum undoodaa? That year was indeed complete just like “a life in a year”.

The best days of my life till then. Best doesn’t mean I was happy throughout with no worries, no problems, no concerns. I had enough of them. It was the first year of life in my life .The first time I competed for something. First time I stood and fought for something. The year I started being myself and getting out of the mask I wore all the time till then. The year I understood more of how harimohan’s mind works and how harimohan works.I learned to hope even during days when I felt downtrodden and hopeless. Hope that “there’s something unpredictable but in the end its right”as in the lyrics of the popular green day song.Above all the first time I ever talked out my mind to someone and dat was u mr.ajith.

Yes,dat part of lyf, was windy even during the hottest days…

windy even during the hottest days…