Aadya aazcha... part -1

H1 classinte akathu keri irrunu.muriyil aake onnu parathi nokki.ariyaavnna aarelum. Sidil irrunna payyane kandappo koode padicha Tony Simon feel. So njn angottu parichayapettu.Sarath. Parichaya pettapol vicharichirunilla bhaaviyil evanne kure errattaperu vilikum ennonnum. Sarath seemed a very sensible guy in his way of talking. He didn’t talk much either. But I thought he would make a gud friend becoz he luked like tony. Presumption, wich ofcoz turned out to be wrong. Again learned dat 1^st impression never holds :D

Sarathnte apppurathu girl’s hostelukalde ronchamamngalil oral aayi bhavicha Kesavan undaayirunnu. Thiruvananthapurathu ninnum oraale kittiyapo veetil pokaan company aavumallo ennashvasichu. skoolum evidaa taamasam ennumokke ennu tammil chodicharinju.

I actually saw pala as a place to punish myself for all that I didn’t do for the previous 2 years. Ajith enne kuttapeduthaarulla ente oru swabaavam aanu athu. I punish myself for many things. So Sarathnodum kesavanodum adhikam samsaarchilla. I didn’t want friends here. That wasn’t why I was here.I just wanted to punish myself. I wanted to make siure ipravasyam kittyilenkil polum I shudnt be able to blame myself. So the talkative Harimohan whom you know remained silent. Hmm..for how long? J lets see…

Anil sirnte evolution aayirunnu aadya hour.I liked his lecture. Above all sirne kaanumbo malayikeezhil ene padipichitulla pradeep sirne pole thonni.

Adutha period was by the legendary ‘ThomasThelly’.Sirnte soosamayum sosaamayude thengayum pookalum pookalude vastramilaymayum manushyante vastram kondu maraykallum,nammude vivaram illaymayum,njngade entrance kittathe pokunna aa bhaaviyum angane angane pala karyangalum parnaju aa manshyan aadya classil tanne swayam verupichittu poyi.

Pinne Mathew sirnte Atomic structure in chemisty.That wasn’t boring.

Ithinte ellam edaykku epozho Stephen sir classil vannu.Annu sir paranja chilla kaaryangal innum ormayundu “ningal ningalal aavunathu aathmaartamaai padikuka. rank orlapam kuranjaalum oru kuttabodhavum thonnathey veetil vilichu parayamallo ningal padichuvennu”. Avasaanam aa varsam kazhinjappozhum veetukaar ulpade palrudeyum kuttapeduthalukal kelkumbozhum athonum koosaathey nilkaan kazhinjathum ee vaakukalde balathilaanu. Aatmaarthathmaarunnu shramamenkil mattareyum onnum bodhipikkenda kaaryamilla enna vishvaasam.

Ethallam kazhiju uchaykku vittu.Thazhe ennem kaathu achanaano gopi maamano nilpundaarunnu aara ennu orkunilla.enne vilichondu Paying guest aayi taamasikaan arrange cheytha aa veetil kondu poyi. “Vandaanath” ennayirunnu veetuperu. I had the small corner room. There was a bed ,a small table.and a chair. Coveril kurachu saadanangal kattilil vechitundaarunnu.Some chocolates some biscults a packet of mixture etc.Ponkunnathu taamasichirunnappo ithu poloru cheriya muri aayirunnu achantethennu achan paranjathaayi orkunnu. Ottanottathil muri ishtapettu.

Veetil ninnu maarinilkanam.doore evidelum ninnu padikanam.independant aavanam ennokke alochichu nadanirunna ennikku pala was a way out. Ippo SUTyil veetil ninnu poyyivarunathine patti Anil comment adichitundu .“veeteenu doore maari nikanam ennu paranju nadanavanaa ippo divasom veetinnu poyyi varunne” enna mattil oru dialogue. Vicharikunna poleyaano allel thane ellam nadakunne!!! Ellam nadanollum ….enganeyenkilumokke… Self help ppl and inspiring ppl say with will u can reach anywhere. Finally ethaathirunappol aashvaasamaayathu “forrest gump”ile oru dialougil abahayam praapichu

“I don't know if we each have a destiny, or if we're all just floating around accidental-like on a breeze, but I, I think maybe it's both. Maybe both is happening at the same time.”

Innum njnkaatil ozhuki nadakuvaanennu thonnipokunnu :P

Koode aa veetil appo arjun enu perulla oru ‘both’ aanu undaayirunne. ”Both “ennu vechal repeating for engg and med. Enniku avan tarikidayaanennu oralapam samsayam undaarunnu. Paavamaayirunu kaanum. Sherikum paranja arinjooda. Never stayed der long enuf to judge…

Arun ennu oru payyan undennum, avan veetil poyyirikuvaanennum Arjun parnaju. Annu njn avar poyyi kazhinju bhayankara paditom okke aayirunnu. Raatri kazikaan kurachu appurathulla oru veetil pokanam .Athaarunnu mess. Avidem undaayirunnu kurachu piler.Ippo Trivandrum medical collegil padkunna arjun,pine njn kandal thirichariunna enal peru arinjoodatha chillar. Vijayalekshmi madathinte CNS physiology classesil paranja oru avastha ennikundennu ennikepozhum thoonarundu.Nominal aphasia.I can recognize faces.But am bad at remembering names.Brillaintil divasom kaanukayum samsaarikukayum cheythirunna palardeyum peru enniku ariyillarunnu. Bhayankaramaayi samsaarichirunna palarodum pinneedu peru chodikaan oru madi undaayirunnu. Itrem naal appo peru ariyatheyaano samsaairche ennu avar vichaarikoole ennokke alochichitaavanam .

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Adutha Divasamaanu njn Vishnu S ne parichayapettathu. Kesavan aanu enne Vishnu ne parichayapeduthiyathu . Left hander.His chettan repeated at Pala and got 92nd or so in kerala.So according to kesavan he was going to do the same. Vishnu said he had rank in 2000s in the first try.Kesavan was round 1650.chuttum irruanvarokke ennekaal orupaadu mukalail rank undaayirunavaraayirunnu. Athu valiyaa kaaryamaayitt orikalum thonniyitilla…

Vannittu randu divasame aayullu.But aa weekendil kesavan veetil pokkunnennu paranjappo ennikum koode ponam ennu thonni.My first journey home from pala from Kottayam railway station, the place which helped me complete my rk narayan buk collection. Njngal Manikoorukalolam vaayinokkem kathivekkem okke cheythitulla station. Kesavan yaatrede kaaryam samsaarikumbozhaanu enne Gohulnu parichayapeduthiyathu.Kesavan and Gohul had sumthings in common.Both were from pala house. Both were bujis(angane parayumbo cheetah vilikalledaa :D). Avar paranjaanu njn palahousen patti aadymaayi kelkunne. Oru kaaragraham pole aanatre!!! Athine pattti parayaam J in a better way :D

Sir enthino choodayappo vishamam thonniya kaaryavum okke annu kesavan paranju. Avanu thirike pokanam ennaayirunnu aagraham.1^st entrance rank vechu evidelum medicine kitttanam ennundaarunnu. Somewhere :D and now he is in AIIMS :D

Annu koode Kesavanum Gohulum thrishooril padikunna gohulnte chettanum ,SUTyil ente senior aayi padikunna Visakhum ellam undaayirunnu.Athu vare samsaaram adakki pidichu vechiruna njn annanu evarodokke samsaarichu thudangiye. Trainil vechu vadayum chamandeem medichu tannu gohulnte chettan.kure samsaarichu njngal tammil. Gohulnte chettante oru fan aayi. chettanu njn oru koora chaluan aanu ena bodhyavum vannu :D evide chennalum aa peru veezhumallo :D

Vettil vannu veetukaarodokke oralpam samsaarichittu netil keri . During those days I used to daydream about a girl.aa praayathil athu cheyaatha aarumilla.peronnum parayanilla.lets call her by a algebraic name.let her name be ‘Ms.X’.Before hand I would say,this no longer exists.aa SIM njn upekshichittu varsam onnayi. Ippo mobile polum ella ennu parayaam). Annu raatri muzhuvanum netil kuthiyirunnu.Veronnum cheyanillathondum,Ms.X netil varumenna false hopum okkeyaayi.Aake netil kandathu gauthaminem okkeyaaarunnu enna orma…Paatum kettu raatri muzhuvan irunnu.avide chennal paatonnum kelkaan pattilalo…veetil varunathe kootukaare kaanan povanum paatu kelkaanumanennu ippo thonnunu.thonnal alla…satymaanu…

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